diluvian: (m21)
mysterious alter ego Λ ([personal profile] diluvian) wrote2023-06-17 09:01 pm

fei du catchall

sisi, local priest promoter
metacognition: fei du is in. (24)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-02 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
... That in some ways, I expected it, and in others, I didn't.

[ he fiddles with the egg in his lap for a moment. ]

If you want to know them, though, it's her story to tell. Not mine.
metacognition: fei du dreams for a good school district. (145)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-02 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ he thinks about it - there's a pause where he's trying to decide how to phrase it. ]

... Lost, at first. Confused. Frustrated. [ ... ] Angry.
metacognition: the world isnt ready for what fei du can do. (20.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-02 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ he shakes his head. ]

No. Because of something else, but it's something that's not my right to say. [ truly i wish i could give you more than that but i am secondhand knowledge ]

I still don't know why she chose Buzen. I haven't asked.
metacognition: fei du will cut out middle man. (101)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-02 02:00 pm (UTC)(link)
They are.

[ and he wanted to know, why. from the logical callous point, it made sense, just like brought up in the trial, but it was - cruel to think that way, and he knows libby well enough to know that wasn't the case. he could pretend to be cruel, to get the eyes off of her and onto him. to try and make it so sunday's execution could avoid the inevitable. which is funny to write now that i'm going back and editing this after sunday sweats profusely

there's a reflection across his emotions - sorrow, like a ripple in the void. ]


For their survival, and for Matsui, the most. [ ... ] I wanted to understand, in the end, and I couldn't.
Edited (me updating this because i tagged you at ass o clock ALSO HAPPY BIRTHDAY ) 2023-07-03 14:31 (UTC)