[ and he wanted to know, why. from the logical callous point, it made sense, just like brought up in the trial, but it was - cruel to think that way, and he knows libby well enough to know that wasn't the case. he could pretend to be cruel, to get the eyes off of her and onto him. to try and make it so sunday's execution could avoid the inevitable. which is funny to write now that i'm going back and editing this after sunday sweats profusely
there's a reflection across his emotions - sorrow, like a ripple in the void. ]
For their survival, and for Matsui, the most. [ ... ] I wanted to understand, in the end, and I couldn't.
Edited (me updating this because i tagged you at ass o clock ALSO HAPPY BIRTHDAY ) 2023-07-03 14:31 (UTC)
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[ and he wanted to know, why. from the logical callous point, it made sense, just like brought up in the trial, but it was - cruel to think that way, and he knows libby well enough to know that wasn't the case. he could pretend to be cruel, to get the eyes off of her and onto him. to try and make it so sunday's execution could avoid the inevitable. which is funny to write now that i'm going back and editing this after sunday sweats profusely
there's a reflection across his emotions - sorrow, like a ripple in the void. ]
For their survival, and for Matsui, the most. [ ... ] I wanted to understand, in the end, and I couldn't.