[if she's five seconds from kicking him then what he does next should make it easier, because Rang, who'd been standing apart from her as if trying to maintain distance, suddenly closes it one step, and then another, reaching out to grip her by her arms so he can pull her closer,
if lambda is angry then he can be angry too, and the emotion feels whip fast and familiar. if her nature is aggression, then his is too. in this they're similar, in a lot of other ways they're the same too,]
And if I do? Then what? Are you going to come to my world? Are you going to spend whatever time I have left with me, someone who doesn't know how to love you, only to get stuck in that miserable place after I die?
[Who would want that?
It's so easy for everyone else to say it. That Rang could simply choose to be with Lambda. That he's scared of being with someone. He doesn't care what everyone else says, or what they think of him. They don't know him. And he doesn't think Lambda does either, otherwise she wouldn't be standing here in the first place.]
[ she lets him grab her and pull her closer. she doesn't resist it at all. she'd rather try to get to the core issue, whatever it is. his anger doesn't faze her, and in fact, she cools in the face of it. ]
Your field of vision has always been so narrow and contained, selfish in how much you hurt. In your hate and your anger and in how much you want to keep hurting.
[ love does not mean all niceties, but she's never been nice. he is still fixed 600 years in the past, and while she doesn't know how much, she has some idea.
she takes a step forward and brings them even closer. ]
Why do you think I'd be stuck doing anything, as if I'd do anything I wouldn't want to do?
Why isn't that something you want for me?
[ you don't know what i want. despite everything she keeps on telling him, despite everything she keeps on showing him.
he says he doesn't know how to love her, but that's because he doesn't know he has already shown love to others. if you don't know how to love, why are you so angry? ]
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if lambda is angry then he can be angry too, and the emotion feels whip fast and familiar. if her nature is aggression, then his is too. in this they're similar, in a lot of other ways they're the same too,]
And if I do? Then what? Are you going to come to my world? Are you going to spend whatever time I have left with me, someone who doesn't know how to love you, only to get stuck in that miserable place after I die?
[Who would want that?
It's so easy for everyone else to say it. That Rang could simply choose to be with Lambda. That he's scared of being with someone. He doesn't care what everyone else says, or what they think of him. They don't know him. And he doesn't think Lambda does either, otherwise she wouldn't be standing here in the first place.]
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Your field of vision has always been so narrow and contained, selfish in how much you hurt. In your hate and your anger and in how much you want to keep hurting.
[ love does not mean all niceties, but she's never been nice. he is still fixed 600 years in the past, and while she doesn't know how much, she has some idea.
she takes a step forward and brings them even closer. ]
Why do you think I'd be stuck doing anything, as if I'd do anything I wouldn't want to do?
Why isn't that something you want for me?
[ you don't know what i want. despite everything she keeps on telling him, despite everything she keeps on showing him.
he says he doesn't know how to love her, but that's because he doesn't know he has already shown love to others. if you don't know how to love, why are you so angry? ]