[he thinks about his fury then, less at having to pick up the pieces of d's act and more at having to endure the consequences in the first place. rage that he was put in a position where people both questioned and sympathized with him, without knowing his feelings in the first place.]
The part I hate most is when they think they understand.
[. . .]
If they let their guard down around me just because of this, then they're all fools.
[ lambda does believe rang could and will kill someone in this game, but it doesn't negate being treated terribly for something you didn't do. all the criticism he gets for his own behavior is valid, but everything else... ]
I think they'll still accuse you of all sorts of things, but I'd like them to learn from this.
[ more for his sake than theirs. ]
It's a nuisance to hear them repeat themselves so many times.
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Was it more anger, or did any of them have the bravery to do anything else?
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Mostly anger. But no one's asked me more questions, at least.
[no one's forced him to recount what he knows... so far, not that. he'd answer them even now, with d gone]
It's about as much as I expected.
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It's a bit trite. They're angry that you let them to believe you did it, but how many of them would have believed it if you said you didn't?
[ he's not faultless, but this is a situation where everyone sucks here. ]
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I'm sure they would have said that they did, and then promised to never forgive me if I were lying to them.
[just to cover their bases, just in case that rang turned out to be the predator. a part of him wishes he had been, but it's a small part.]
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[ he yelled it enough. he was raw enough during the execution. ]
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The part I hate most is when they think they understand.
[. . .]
If they let their guard down around me just because of this, then they're all fools.
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I think they'll still accuse you of all sorts of things, but I'd like them to learn from this.
[ more for his sake than theirs. ]
It's a nuisance to hear them repeat themselves so many times.