[ there is a lot to take in, memories within memories, and there are some things she doesn't quite understand that she believes have to do with things specific to netzach's world, but what she can gather is that netzach is in conflict with that girl for some reason.
she saw those containers(?) and one had his name. ]
... Were you supposed to be in some kind of eternal sleep?
... yeah. We were-- we'd all died, already. Got brought back to finish out the experiment, and at the end, we were supposed to shut down and finally get the rest that he disturbed by waking us back up.
Angela was supposed to shut down, too, but- she never got to be alive in the first place.
... Is that why she seemed so desperate? [ she isn't judging for the implications of how angela basically sacrificed so many lives in order to live. ] You told me you'd wanted to live outside of your duty, too.
It was. I'm still mad about what she did, but after we saw more of what it was like for her...
She suffered as much as we did, and didn't even get anything out of it. Her creator hated her. So I guess I can't really blame her for not caring about the end result, after everything, even though that meant her desires got in the way of changing the world. She doesn't know any other way.
That's more understanding than I'd be if I were in your position.
[ while she didn't understand everything that she saw from angela's memory, there were a couple things she did. even so, if it went against what she wanted, her understanding only goes so far. ]
...no. She was still the AI in charge of the facility-- she had too much control over it, and the only one of us who wasn't actually part of the original research sided with her. We managed to fight her off for a few days, but...
[he exhales, shaking his head.]
We ended up having to agree to the deal she offered us. I didn't want to-- I still don't want to be doing the work she gave us. But incidents like what you saw, with her emotions taking over-
She's been getting more human. Physically, too. So maybe by the end of this, she'll have changed in ways we didn't expect.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
no subject
she raises her sleeves to smoosh his cheeks. ]
no subject
[help?? he doesn't mind it, but he looks very confused at being smooshed.]
no subject
[ that's all. ]
no subject
... it's been a relief to catch up with everyone over here, though. I really did miss talking to you guys.
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
[it was difficult with the texts sometimes, i still don't know what some of that was about.
there's a little bit of a sense of hesitance from him, after that, before he continues.]
While you're here, I... meant to find you to ask you something, anyway.
no subject
What is it?
no subject
What do you think someone should do for a date, around here?
no subject
it takes a second. her feelings and thoughts are ??? not because she doesn't know what a date is but because he's asking her for date advice at all. ]
It depends on who you're thinking of asking. You should tailor it to them.
no subject
-right. Stuff they'd like. I can probably manage that, I just... never have.
no subject
no subject
[but you can't just say 'hey would you let me take you on one' and then go 'okay cool wait here while i figure one out'.]
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
[he will not need to but at least the plan existed.
ALSO OUR LIMITED MEMSHARE WINDOW HELP this feels like a good time for an interruption. (to 29:30)]
no subject
she saw those containers(?) and one had his name. ]
... Were you supposed to be in some kind of eternal sleep?
no subject
Angela was supposed to shut down, too, but- she never got to be alive in the first place.
no subject
no subject
She suffered as much as we did, and didn't even get anything out of it. Her creator hated her. So I guess I can't really blame her for not caring about the end result, after everything, even though that meant her desires got in the way of changing the world. She doesn't know any other way.
no subject
[ while she didn't understand everything that she saw from angela's memory, there were a couple things she did. even so, if it went against what she wanted, her understanding only goes so far. ]
Did you stop her? Whatever it was she was doing.
no subject
[he exhales, shaking his head.]
We ended up having to agree to the deal she offered us. I didn't want to-- I still don't want to be doing the work she gave us. But incidents like what you saw, with her emotions taking over-
She's been getting more human. Physically, too. So maybe by the end of this, she'll have changed in ways we didn't expect.