alex catchall

[diluvian]

the best satan to ever exist

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[diluvian]

To you. It was worth it to whoever Erased Hikari.

[camena]

I guess. But it's not fair to trade someone else's chance for their own.

[ hrm. she hates it though. ]

[diluvian]

It's not fair, but in a game where only one team can win, it was never going to be.

[ that's a logical conclusion for lambda. ]

[camena]

[ i'm sorry alex is just so quiet and sulky about this. she sighs. ]

... You're right.

[diluvian]

[ alex is so valid. ]

You don't have to like it. It's how you hold yourself in the face of what you hate that changes things.

[camena]

Does that mean having to—to compromise? With something that won't compromise with me?

[diluvian]

It's not about compromise. It's a matter of what you can do and what you choose to do.

I'd never forgo my principles.

[camena]

[ alex thinks that this might be a little easier depending on what your principles are, but that would come out a lot judgier than she means it, so instead: ]

... You're right... But the game feels like it's going to try and make us.

[diluvian]

[ it's okay to be judgy, and alex isn't not wrong. lambda's capacity and ability to understand others fluctuates, and it is easier for lambda to say because she was born out of a environment that perpetuated a life or death competition. ]

It may, but I don't intend to let it. Will you?

[camena]

No. I don't want to be like that. To... lose myself, like that.

[diluvian]

As long as you hold onto that conviction, you'll make it. It may not be easy, but we've more or less lost access to easy.

[ if things were ever easy for either of them in the first place. ]