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mysterious alter ego Λ ([personal profile] diluvian) wrote2023-06-12 12:51 pm

netzach catchall

i know very little about project moon
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[personal profile] abstractart 2023-07-31 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
You say that like you think I've never been optimistic about anything...
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[personal profile] abstractart 2023-07-31 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
Well, I have been...

[it's not my fault everything just keeps failing anyway.]
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[personal profile] abstractart 2023-07-31 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
...okay, for a lot of the time that I've been here, I wasn't.
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[personal profile] abstractart 2023-07-31 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not a totally hopeless person.
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[personal profile] abstractart 2023-07-31 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
[he can't help it-- there's a stray thought that comes up at that, it was made to break us and make us hopeless, what could we do-

with a little shake of his head, he tries to dismiss it.]


I know. I've been working.
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[personal profile] abstractart 2023-07-31 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
[holy shit

his mood visibly improves like, immediately, when he sees it.]


...yeah. And I kind of ended up doing the same thing both times, but-- the first time I died, it was in part because I didn't care whether I was alive anymore.

It isn't like that now. I was okay with dying because it was for something I believed in doing.
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[personal profile] abstractart 2023-07-31 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
...yeah. Yeah, maybe it is.
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[personal profile] abstractart 2023-07-31 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
Man, if the unrelenting cycle of death was all it took I'd have already been the most hopeful person in the world.

[it's fine he can also be.]